Deep and Meaningless

Hear I am sealed in one corner
In the graveyard of nowhere
Hatred grows wickedly asking myself
Why do I cry when I’m supposed to laugh?
Why do I use my heart to breathe?
Why do I embrace a rose full of thorns?
Why do I pretend when I can just be me?
Does time cures all?
Are all questions answered?
My life is infected waiting to be healed
Tortured coz of the bond we’ve made
So quick to panic, so slow to think
Harmless behind a mean look
I know what you are doing to me
Damn, I was blind to see
You hit me were it hurts
There’s no forever coz nothing lasts
Why do I think I should suffer in silence?
It was never enough to do
Just look at what you are tearing apart.